Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I'm not in the mood

I haven't blogged since New Years. I haven't felt like it.

No, that's not it. I've felt too much like it. Sort of.

I hate every idea that pops in my head, every opinion that circles my psyche.

I'm sick of myself.

Alright...that's kind of harsh. But its the clearest way of expressing it I can come up with...and its in my nature to be hard on myself.

Something comes up and I think...yeah I'll blog on that...then I think...oh who gives a shit.

I don't really know where this is coming from. But it is what it is.

I'm not in the mood.

So...in the end, I write about not being in the mood to write. So there.

1 comment:

Kim Jenkins said...

Oh my gosh, I totally understand where you are. I'll come up with an idea to blog about and then won't. It's a constant battle of start - stop - start - stop. What I'd give to be consistent like Leslee. Oh well. Thanks for making me feel not alone. You'll write when you feel the inspiration and I think that's perfectly acceptable.